Dear my future husband,
I hope you're in a healthy and good condition. I really want to write this letter just to make you know about my dream husband.
I do really love fairy-tale, especially about love. Just like cinderella, snow white, rapunzell and romeo&juliet. I really dreamt about being a great couple with you, built my castle-nest, 3 little children and live happily ever after. And this happy family will bless other couples and singles, so that they are inspired to be like us. That is what my future marriage about; where the only thing that are matter for us is nothing.
The man I want to marry is someone who knows God more than he knows me, so that it'll make me more curious about God. We called them as Godly men. Because for me, when someone really loves and obey God, he will do God's thing, that means good for a marriage itself. And I really want to say in the future that "I really love being your wife".
But I know that I have to pay more if I want someone like you. I have to love and obey God first, so that God will introduce us in his own way.
I don't have any preparation for someone who stands outside God. And I don't know what to do if someday I marry him. Sometime this unpredictable thing really happened. And I just can say and pray to God so that He bless and surounding me by His grace when we're in relationship. If I am the godly woman, I have to make sure that I will not be interrupted by my man, but he will do inversely. Positive power must lead the way and fight for the negative one.
Remember all the things that God did to my life. Remember how He keep me in purity although I often choose the wrong way. Remember that He has so many good plan to my life even though I don't agree Him and often see it as a bad way.
I have to fight for this feeling. Never too soon to give up, never too early to judge and never too early to fully-trust men.
God bless me.
Amin
Amin
